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Dark Matter

by Jafar Thorne

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1.
I was crying out I’m afraid to be alone But there was no one around To hear me weep and moan Someone to fill this hole Something to fill this hole Someone to fill this hole Inside of me They say an accident draws a crowd Everyone stops to see Me I’m not that proud No I won’t cause a scene Someone to fill this hole Something to fill this hole Someone to fill this hole Inside of me But what I didn’t realize Loneliness is a friend It makes you look inside That is where you must begin Someone to fill this hole Something to fill this hole I need someone to fill this hole Inside of me No one can fill this hole Nobody has control No one can make me whole I’ve just got to be
2.
One Soul 04:27
You've got to live Like Death is standing over your left shoulder You've got to give Like you know you'll never get a day older Every second but the present one Is just a figment of your imagination Count the ones that you'll forget Weighed against the ones that haven't happened yet In the balance there you may find The motivation to stop wasting your time When you realize One Life is all that you get You've got to dance Somebody said dance like no one's looking Better take your chance You never know what the world is cooking But remember as you make your way You must leave this world as surely as you came So take good care of it and pass it on To the countless children who are waiting in the dawn But don't forget that you are one of a kind And may the seventh generation never be far from your mind When you realize One World is all that we get You've got a seed You've got a seed that you gotta sew Don't you see? It’s a secret that’s written down at the bottom of your Soul It's a gift that only you can give The very purpose and the reason that you live If you deny it then we all lose out We'll never know what we've gone without But let me tell you what the world needs now Is for every one alive to realize One Soul one World one Life that's all that you get It's all that you get (One Life one Soul one Planet) It's all that you get (Whatever you do don't you take it for granted) It's all that you get (So don't spend too long looking back) It's all that you get (Don't dwell on the little things that you lack)
3.
I reach for you But you slap my hand away I regroup Come back to you and say I don't mind I don't mind I don't mind Just hit me one more time It's a passion play We're perfect in our parts My flesh is flayed And a fountain flows from my heart It's my blood it's my blood it's my blood Pouring out for love Sometimes I wonder what's the use Find myself here composing these lonesome blues Then I remember that you're my muse And nothing makes me feel like being refused The earth it quakes Beneath a moonlit sky On the city street When I see you passing by You're so fine you're so fine you're so fine But you will never be mine Sometimes I wonder what's the use Find myself here composing these lonesome blues Then I remember that you're my muse And nothing makes me feel like being refused Fine fine fine So fine so fine so fine You’re so fine you’re so fine you’re so fine But you knew you could never be mine Fine fine fine I won't waste my time You’re so fine you’re so fine you’re so fine But you knew you could never be mine Sometimes I wonder what's the use Sit here composing lonesome blues That's when I remember you're my muse 'cause nothing makes you feel like being refused
4.
Squatting in someone's summer home a big place on the beach Every night the summer sun makes love to the sea I go out and walk the dunes at dusk with my bare feet in the sand Hoping to see a star in flight I wish but I don't command I wish but I don't command I fear someone will come here and I'll have no place to hide Or they'll shutter the windows and lock the doors And I'll be stuck inside This isn't my home but I'm used to it here It ain't where I'm from it's just a place I've stayed I don't want to go but I've got to get out of here As far as I've come is as far as I've strayed As far as I've come is as far as I've strayed I make do without electricity every shower I take is cold No credit for serendipity no receipt for the time that I've stold Now and again there's a knock at the door and I haunt the place like a ghost Could it be the one that this place is for will I finally meet my host Will I finally meet my host I fear that they will come here and I'll have no place to hide Or they'll shutter the windows and lock the doors And I'll be stuck inside This isn't my home but I'm comfortable here It ain't where I'm from it's just a place I've stayed I don't want to go but I've got to get out of here As far as I've come is as far as I've strayed As far as I've come is as far as I've strayed This isn't my home but I'm comfortable here It ain't where I'm from it's just a place I've stayed I don't want to go but I've got to get out of here As far as I've come is as far as I've strayed As far as I've come is as far as I've strayed Squatting in someone's summer home a big place on the beach Every night the summer sun makes love to the sea
5.
Well you built yourself a cage and threw away the key I’ve been searching for it darlin’ down on my hands and knees If I find it, do you even want to come out of your cell Now it’s been so many years since you put yourself away You’ve forgotten what it’s like not to have to live that way The whole world is waiting, to bless the day that you come out of your shell Raise your voice, rattle them bars You don’t have to be your own prison guard It’s not for me to say what these things mean to me It’s clear there’s something in the dark that only you can see But I know there’s magic in the story you’re dieing to tell If you can ease the part inside your hear that rings that warning bell Raise your voice, rattle them bars You don’t have to be your own prison guard The first thing every morning, the last thing every night I say prayer for every soul that’s hidden from the light Who by their choosing, won’t let love in to break the spell Raise your voice, rattle them bars You don’t have to be your own prison guard Find your rage, rattle that cage All you got to lose is another day
6.
What do you reach for What do you deserve Who do you speak for Who do you serve What will you pass on What will you retain How are you turned on How do you refrain What do you mean What are you about Will it make any difference When the light goes out What do you believe What do you doubt Will it make any difference When the light goes out When do you feel love When don't you fear What is the price of Gettin' out of here Who has the answers Who needs to know Who thinks the question Is the star of the show What do you mean What are you about Will it make any difference When the light goes out What do you believe What do you doubt Will it make any difference When the light goes out What do you dream of What brings you tears What can you be free of That keeps you from seeing clear What do you mean What are you about Will you have made any difference When your light goes out
7.
You don't really see me Even though I'm glowing You don't know how to free me But none the less I'm going And I won't look back And my heart won't crack Just maybe someday you will see The heart you could have had in me You don't really mean it You put on a good show But I've already seen it And you think I won't go But I won't look back And my heart won't crack Just maybe someday you will see The heart you could have had in me You can't judge a book by it's cover But you can judge a heart by the ways of a lover So I try to say goodbye But you just look away The pain that's in your eyes Tells more than words can say So don't look back Don't let your face crack Baby someday you will see The heart you could have had in me
8.
Soul Afire 03:32
I’ve been losing time The years they pass me by It weighs on my mind The way we slowly die Every single day Must be lived like a prayer Don’t matter what you say It’s what you do that gets you there I’m tired of waking up in mid-dream Looking ‘round and not liking what I see My heart is an engine coming ahead full steam My soul is a fire burning up inside of me I’m freaking out But it feels pretty good I’m breaking doubt Like I always knew I should I ain’t the same But I’m who I’ve always been If not myself Who the hell am I really then I’m tired of waking up in mid-dream Looking ‘round and not liking what I see My heart is an engine coming ahead full steam My soul is a fire burning up inside of me Nobody knows why it starts or how it ends But when you die a pile of money won’t buy you friends You only get one ride make as much love as you can Hold it deep inside it's the closest thing to the master plan If you're tired of waking up in mid-dream Look around be the change you want to see The heart is an engine coming ahead full steam The soul is a fire burning ‘til it sets you free
9.
Love Burn 03:34
It will burn you down It will burn you down Love will burn you down It will burn you down Ain't no doubt about it It's a fire and we are fuel I won't complain about it Let desire make me a fool As long as love will burn me to the ground Let it burn me down Let it burn me down I know I've been in love before Once or twice and maybe more But there ain't no use in keeping score It's not a game the way love will burn you down It will burn you down It will burn you down Holy ashes on the ground Love will burn you down Like Romeo and Juliet Taught the Montagues and the Capulets Even war can't stop love When it burns you down It will burn you down It will burn you down Holy ashes on the ground Love will burn you down And like the moth beside a candle flame Knows that he must burn to be the flame And he goes to it And he dies without a sound He lets it burn him down He lets it burn him down Holy ashes on the ground Love will burn you down It will burn you... Love will burn you down
10.
She met me at the split road Stood by to see things went as planned What seems cruel can be grace though Sometimes the hard way is the way it's got to be She met me at the split road I met her at the split road Back broken she held me in her hands I never saw her face though I only heard her say Over and over to me Take deep breaths Try not to move Everything is gonna be ok We parted at the split road Fate is the bridge between the present and the past It don't matter which way you go Time moves in circles It alone decides what will be Take deep breaths Try not to move Everything is gonna be ok I couldn't believe Until I guessed her name The blade the scourge and the flame She chose me I didn't have a word to say You know it ain't easy When your guardian angel is Hekate Take deep breaths Try not to move Everything is gonna be ok
11.
Well I know it's down there somewhere This thing I'm supposed to find I know it's down there somewhere waiting for me I think that I will know it When I hold it in my hands But it's hidden in the darkness Down in the deep I don't know what it is But I can feel it in my bones I don't know what it is But I've got to be leaving home If I don't come back with that prize I will surely die If I do then I may live for eternity There's a piece that's down there somewhere But I don't know what it is I gotta bring it back For the whole damned world to see I think that I will know it When it steals my heart and then I no longer feel So incomplete I don't know what it is But I can feel it in my bones I don't know what it is But I've got to be leaving home If I don't come back with that prize I will surely die If I do then I may live for eternity Is it a razor's edge Is it a key Is it the sacred fire Is it me I know it's me I don't know what it is But I can feel it in my bones I don't know what it is But I've got to be leaving home If I don't come back with that prize I will surely die If I do then I may live for eternity I am the razor's edge I am the key I am the sacred fire I'm looking for me I know it's me
12.
An Offering 04:26
I've been grabbing at straws And I can't get a grip Every time I reach out The further I slip I've got something inside I need the world to know Got to tear down these walls Let my glory show It's time I spin this straw into gold Way deep underground Where there's nothing but dark The weight of the earth Practices an art It's a torturous form Using pressure and heat Bury me alive If it will make me complete That's how you make a diamond out of coal I make my self an offering I volunteer my suffering Just let my life here mean something I won't ask for anything else in return When the death angel comes Will you walk hand in hand Or will you kick and scream And be torn from this land There is nothing to fear In the eye of the storm But the only way out Is to be transformed You must learn the secrets of your soul Make yourself an offering Risk it all or gain nothing If you want your life to mean something You must ask for nothing else in return It's ok if you feel alone Let the emptiness become your home In the void something new may come For which you die lest you die from And may you learn the secrets of your soul And may you learn the secrets of your soul
13.
I know you , I know where you are Believe me, I’ve been there before I feel you, I’ve touched your scars I can’t heal you, but I can see how special you are Take my hand we’ll tip-toe through the dark Dance along the razor’s edge, cut the night apart We stepped in the broken glass of your heart Gather every grain and melt it down, make it into Art I know you, I know where you are I could show you, but you must see it in yourself Ain’t no reason, to spend life upon a shelf You’ve got a glory, that’s buried deep down inside The world is in morning for the loss of what you hide Won’t you take my hand and tip-toe through the dark Dance along the razor’s edge, cut the night apart We stepped in the broken glass of your heart Gather every grain and melt it down, make it into Art I know you, I know where you are

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Co-Produced with Jack Douglas (John Lennon, Patti Smith, Aerosmith), this emotional, thought-provoking collection of songs deals with the underworld journey of the soul, human interconnectedness, and the search for love and meaning in one's life.

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released May 12, 2012

Jafar Thorne - Dark Matter

01. An Accident Draws A Crowd
02. One Soul
03. Nothing Makes You Feel
04. Someone's Summer Home
05. Raise Your Voice
06. What Do You Mean
07. The Heart You Could Have Had
08. Soul Afire
09. Love Burn
10. Take Deep Breaths
11. Down There Somewhere
12. An Offering
13. Been There Before

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Musicians:

Jafar Thorne: Vocals, Acoustic & Electric Guitars, Mandolin, Hammer Dulcimer, Synth, Bass, Percussion, Glockenspiel, Conch Shell, Singing Bell, Sound Effects

with:
Daniel Wright: Drums (on all except #04, #07)
Haggai Cohen Milo: Upright Bass (on #02, #05, #06, #08)
Devon McClive: Piano, Cello (on #01, #02, #10, #12)
Adrian Shamszad: Vocals (on #11, #13)
Dennis D'Aoust: Accordion (on #02, #05, #06)
Mike Ruby: Electric Bass (on #03, #13)
Ethan Glazer: Piano (on #03, #13)
Trevor Bahnson: Electric Guitar (on #13)
Ryan Avery: Violin (on #08)
Dave Ernst: Electric Guitar Solo (on #03)

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All songs written by: Jafar Thorne

Executive Producer: Jack Douglas

Produced by: Jafar Thorne & Jack Douglas (except "Someone's Summer Home" Produced by: Jafar Thorne & Joe Chiccarelli)
Recorded by: Students at Ex'pression College for Digital Arts, Emeryville, CA
Recording Supervised by: Jack Douglas, Joe Chiccarelli, Erik Larsen, Manuel Salas, & Ivan Piesh
Mixed by: Steve Loiacano & Jafar Thorne
Mastered by: Jack Douglas & Warren Huart at Swinghouse Studios, Hollywood, CA
Cover Artwork by: Jafar Thorne Layout by: Mischa Ballard

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Jafar Thorne Berkeley, California

Jafar Thorne has been singing since before he could talk...as a small child growing up in the foothills of the central Sierra Nevada, his earliest memories include making up songs and singing "guitar" solos to the car radio.

His new album "Dark Matter" is a collection of songs about the underworld journey of the soul, human interconnectedness, and the search for love and meaning in one's life.
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